I just posted a comment on someone else's MySpace blog and it got me to thinking that in the 15 years or so that I have been drug-free, not once have I ever said "It feels good to be sober." In fact, I never thought of saying it until now. You know what? I am saying it now.
IT FEELS GOOD TO BE SOBER!
Sure, I drink once in awhile, but I have limitations, and I have a family that I am proud of regardless of what we have all been through.
Just for those that don't know, I used to be a depressive individual that took mindless time out of my day to free base. It started when was 14 and ended when I was 21 years old. Very young I know. Now days, they call it crack, but back in the 80's, it was called free basing. None the less, I was one day closer to death on every hit that I took. One day closer to death with being involved in an abusive relationship. I didn't know it, and I didn't care back then.
To make a long story short, I overcame all of that. I got out of that relationship with that individual and with that drug. I was lucky in a way. I got over the drug faster than I did the relationship with the ex. In fact, the drug seemed to of disappear about as quick as the relationship ending. The relationship with the ex, in my mind, did not end until about 9 months after it was over. I was depressed and drank until I couldn't see during that time.
It has all disappeared, and I am thankful for that. I lost the high and the abuse. I have gained a beautiful son, an awesome fiancee, self confidence, and a new look on life.
I see all that I knew was there, but never took the time to stop and appreciate it. I appreciate it now and hold on to it for as long as I can, and continue to do so until I am not physically or mentally able.
Yep, IT FEELS GOOD TO BE SOBER!
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that is fanastic! and that is something to be very proud of!
Yeah it is. Not just my story, but other people's stories into sobriety are just proof that it is never too late to change if you have the desire and the drive to do it.
Glad you made the tough choice and grabbed reality. My addiction was alcohol. All life was compelled by the drug. Sobriety gave me freedom, what a relaese and peace.
Thanks for sharring, have many great days.
Sobriety rocks!
It's good to hear a success story!
granted, we are struggling a bit on money right now, but for a good cause (cloths, bills, etc) now instead of how it was back in the day before my son was born and before I met Craig.
Congrats! That is a hard road to come back from!
It sure is! Thanks for stopping by!