After writing about THE FAMILY TROUBLE last night, I do admit that sleep was something that remained unheard of.
I had finally went in the bedroom at around 3:30am but continued to be wide awake for about another hour or so.
From the time that I was woken with the news, to the time that I finally got to sleep and woke up this morning, I have to say I have about 2 in-a-half hours of sleep all together. I was suprised to get any at all. My thoughts were racing all over in my brain like a demolition derby track.
Right now, I don't have any desire to try to cath up on sleep. Almost feeling as if I were to close my eyes, that I am going to miss something.
I hope that this all works out and that my sister didn't have anything to do with it. It would break my heart, but I would still be there for her regardless. Her and my father, are the only family members that I have left (I have an aunt and uncle but I am not even sure if they are still alive, where they are living, etc.), and I want to hold on to what I have left.
I hope that I hear something positive today......that reminds me, I need to call my dad to find out his opinion on all this.....in the mean time, I am going to try to keep as positive as I can about the whole thing.
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